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[Steve keeps eye contact while Tony decides what he's going to say, almost daring the man to speak up about the relationship. But then Tony doesn't say it and Steve relaxes. There are other things to worry about.]

You saved everyone. [As the Avengers should.] Sounds like you have a hell of a team. What's the hesitation here about?

[He's noticed. He hasn't said much about it, but he might as well now.]

[Tony's mouth opens and then immediately closes again. Something about the intensity of the look Steve his giving him makes him want to glance away, but he holds the eye contact out of sheer stubbornness. He wants to know that badly? Fine.]

There isn't much of a team anymore. Not together, anyway. [He has his suspicions about what the so-called rogue Avengers have been up to back home, but he's never brought it up here. Kind of seems besides the point.]

[It's not like Steve is about to let the topic rest. He'll just keep coming back like he always does. When Tony tells him about the situation with his Avengers, he frowns.]

What happened?

[That stubborn look is familiar. And part of him wants to fight back against it just out of contrariness, but isn't that what got him in trouble in the first place?

Tony still has to let out a long breath as he puts his thoughts together.]

There was a philosophical disagreement. Big one. The kind that means half the team are now considered international fugitives. So. You know.

[Even though Tony doesn't really describe the argument or what fallout the Avengers had, the words he does use get a visible reaction out of Steve. His posture straightens and his eyes narrow.]

Which half is that?

[It's a loaded question and not very subtle, but Steve demands the truth.]

[Well that's not intimidating at all. He flicks Steve a hard, unimpressed look just to make a point, but it doesn't last long. He does deserve to know just how badly they fucked everything up, probably.]

Cap. Falcon. The Witch, Hawkeye. Whatshisname, Lang? Something like that. Widow is...complicated. [There's a brief pause before:] Barnes.

[His serious, even stare turns into a darker, sharper look as Tony lists off names. They're familiar ones, names that belong to people he considers his friends. They aren't his friends, but Steve's eyes still widen with a flash of contained anger. The concept hits too close to home.]

Why?

[There's a level of accusation in the word, although Steve keeps his voice low. That might be worse. It's not yelling he's doing yet.]

[That tone, the implicit not-quite-threat is sparking something in Tony's head that he's been trying to fight down. God knows he's had this conversation often enough, but things are still on slightly shaky ground with his own people. They may have hashed things out, but part of him still feels like he has to be cautious.

Tony likes this Steve. Respects him, even. But he feels no need to be careful with him, and it might be evident by the way his spine straightens almost imperceptibly.]

Because something came down the political pipe and it was shitty, but it turns out that blatantly ignoring the government doesn't go well even if Captain America says so.

[Steve answers Tony's shift in posture with his own, raising his chin slightly just to make it clear that he's still bigger and can win the posturing game on size alone. He's not at the point of pushing the other man just yet, because it isn't his world, but he doesn't like Tony's phrasing. Just the mention of government influence gets under his skin.]

And you think that rolling over obediently is going to guarantee no one gets hurt? Sometimes that just isn't an option. There is always a catch. You have to take a stand somewhere.

[If he never hears anything about taking a stand again, it will be too soon. It's not entirely Steve's fault, but he still gets the full force of Tony's unimpressed eyeroll for it.]

Of course there's always a catch. But you can't just put your fingers in your ears and assume it will go away it you pout hard enough.

Who said anything about assuming it would go away?

[Steve meets Tony's eyes with a hard look. If the man really thinks he'd just sit and do nothing on a matter that really meant something to him, he doesn't know much about Steve Rogers. That, or his world has some very different rules that Steve doesn't like.]

I think they're the ones that need to be set straight.

[Oh hey, it's almost like he's had this exact conversation before. And weirdly, that seems to cut Tony off at the knees, making him let out a tired sigh rather than whatever he'd been about to say.]

Look, you can't just fight the entire world forever. [What is he saying, this is Steve Rogers. Of course he can.] Sometimes you have to be willing to compromise.

[ Steve bristles, because part of him does agree. He did go to far and he does feel a measure of guilt for it. But he'll be damned if he shoulders all the responsibility for that one. The compromise was asking too much; claiming too much from him, and he'd rather fight the entire world than submit to unjust demands from it.

Somewhere there is a middle ground, but Steve is still sore that instead of reaching it, they only managed to burn everything around them. It's a problem from his world, not related to the man in front of him, but Tony is bringing up bad memories. ]

You think compromise is going to make everything go away? People like that don't stop when they get what they want once. They'll keep redrawing the line until they take everything.

The issue isn't to make it go away, it's to make the situation into something everyone can live with. You keep talking like compromise means giving up.

[And honestly, Tony isn't sure which Steve he's talking to anymore. Maybe it doesn't matter, they're similar enough in this.]

It's not a moral failing if you don't win every fight.

If that's true, then I hope your compromise was something you can live with.

[Steve holds firmly to his opinion. He doesn't know the people from Tony's world and he can't really say what decision would be right for them, but his personal feelings just hearing certain words put him on edge. The suggestion they have still holds a tense weight with him.]

Maybe for you there's no moral question, but to me, it would have been more than just losing a fight.

But why, though?

[The sudden burst of frustration is clearly too strong to be directed at just this conversation. Tony sets his teeth for a moment to keep anything else from spilling out, then shakes his head sharply.]

And no, it wasn't, thanks. But you already knew that.

Because it cost lives.

[Steve snaps back, but seems to regret it after the fact. He realizes that at this point the question should be over with. He should be moving on. Somehow, Tony always manages to get under his skin no matter what world he's actually from. He isn't entirely sure why that is, which makes it worse.]

It matters because allowing them to take advantage of us is just another step toward letting them take us all apart. Shut us down because we're inconvenient to them. People like that don't care about safety, Tony. They only care about power.

[But that last part hurts. Tony is right that Steve doesn't need to be told how much it ended up hurting everyone in the end. He holds back the rest of his frustration. It's not like he has clear words to say anyway.]

[Tony twitches back a little despite himself, taken off guard by the vehemence of it. When he replies again, there's a hint of caution to it. He's not actually afraid of Steve, either of them. But given the current conversation, he can't help but remember how exactly this fight ended last time.]

Okay, I think deciding that about the entire UN might be overstating things slightly.

[It's difficult to catch the pause in Steve's response. He tends to hold his ground even when he's holding back, so his hard-lined expression doesn't shift or waver. But instead of leaping to another accusatory statement, his focus changes slightly. The strategist in him finds a different detail to pick out of what Tony just said.]

I'm not talking about the United Nations.

Okay, so...what are you talking about, then?

[Which is possibly a question he should have asked much sooner. Trust any Steve to be able to goad him into a fight he didn't even realize he was having.]

I'm talking about SHIELD trying to have people detained and imprisoned for not signing on to give personal information before they were legally allowed to demand it. And they shouldn't have been allowed to at all.

[Steve knows on some level that he's not mad at this man. He's just mad. But it's hard to come out with what he wants to say when all he feels like doing is yelling.]

It's not you. But a world like that? I will fight it. Maybe the way he saw it there was enough of a reason to fight back.

Wait, what, SHIELD? Why would they?

[This is just getting more and more confusing. The SHIELD Tony knows is a spy agency, why would they be detaining anyone?

He shakes his head like he's trying to clear it.]

I kind of feel like we're having two different conversations.

[Tony's surprise certainly throws Steve off. He did realize on some level they were dealing with separate issues, but he didn't consider just how different their situations were.

Carrying a chip tends to do that.]

Maybe you should tell me what exactly went on between you and Captain America.

[Tony pauses, then lets out a long breath. He really does not want to rehash this whole thing again, but for the sake of not having yet another argument...]

It's called the Sokovia Accords. [He shifts restlessly, not quite looking at Steve has he talks.] It's...the idea was for some level of accountability. That a lot of countries were looking at this group of primarily American fighters who would turn up, do a shit load of damage, and then vanish again. People were scared.

[And maybe the Accords didn't actually fix any of that, but god Tony had wanted it to. Wanted it too much, possibly.]

But it would have meant answering to the UN, waiting for permission to deal with a situation, things like that.

[Steve gives Tony a long, serious look, and then sighs. It's a heavy exhale that is audible and as much a grumble as a breath. His arms are crossed in front of him, but some of the tight posture does go slack. Steve is tired of all of this. Tired in a way he can't seem to properly express.]

International politics is always difficult to navigate. I can see the concerns that would raise. Being outsiders moving in will scare a lot of people. But official sanction wouldn't necessarily stop being from being scared or hurt.

Eventually, you might be giving up more than you realized.

[At least discussing Tony's Avengers makes it easier for him. Steve doesn't come off quite so harsh.]

Did you talk about it?

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